Fibromyalgia is what they say but is this real or a game i play? “the pain is real” i tell the doc, he looks at me and then the clock. I feel as if he doesn’t know the pain i feel from head to toe. It comes and goes you never know what part of your body will be the next to go. At first your back, shoulders, neck…now shin bones, wrist bones what the heck! Am I crazy is it true, is this pain real or a game to you. One day they’ll know, hopefully soon, right now would be good… they send people to the moon! if you can do that then please help me now. the pain is unbearable and i don’t know how to last one more day feeling like i do when no one understands, yes doctor, you too ……….7 doctors and 3 weeks later… Fibromyalgia is still what they say but what is this thing that makes me feel this way?! I hurt all over for reasons unknown. Doctors are useless, i feel so alone. They say I’m depressed, well wouldn’t you be…for people to question your sanity!! “Its not in my mind” i stress to the doc but once again he looks at the clock. Another pill, lets try something new..therapy, injections, amitriptyline too! Soon they will know its not just a game, this thing is so real so who will i blame, for making me cry and feeling so blue when no one could see that my pain is true …….I wrote this in 2001 after being diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and having numerous doctors make me feel this way. I’m grateful that most doctors have a better attitude in 2012 and are educating …